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New Layout!

2006-12-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!! Finally, I finished my 7th layout for my multiply. This time, the theme is "Remembering 2006" Since new year is just around the corner, I want to think about the things that went on in my life this year. The happy and sad thoughts that I went through and all that. My triumphs and trials. Which made me the person that I am today! :D Of course this will not be possible without the people that played a part in my life throught the past year. And some of them are the people you see above. I hope you guys like this layout. I did it all by myself and it turned out fine. Comments are allowed as usual! And of course, my site is already for contacts only so those comments will kept within my network only. Oki?! See yah guys!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! :D

She's the Man

2006-03-20T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Sorry if I don't blog very often. I am making the finishing touches to the class website which will be finished by Friday. So, what has been up recently? It was Juno's birthday last Saturday. Happy Birthday!!! Remember the party last time? That was for Juno because he isin't here on his actual birthday. He's in the States.

Then, last [sorry I don't remember what day], we had the clearance. This is the day where you pay the money you own the school. I also paid Juno's clearance cause he told me to. So when I arrived there, I met up with Alfred and Paolo in the line. They asked me if I'm going to Gateway. I thought for a while. My parents are in the car and they waited for me to finish. So I decided to go with them. I called my parents and they said ok and left. So I waited in line with Aaron and Ton-Ton. After waiting in line and paying, TonTon, Alfred and I walked to the LRT station to go to Gateway while the others went via car. So there, we met up and decided to watch She's The Man featuring Amanda Bynes. The story was really nice. Very funny!! Hahahahahaha. So, after the movie, we went to Timezone to play with TonTon and Alfred. We played the stomping game, air hockey [undefeated!!!], car racing thing, time crisis and many more. So TonTon had to leave which left me and Alfred. We ate then met up with my aunts in National Bookstore. Then we brought Alfred to his house. Then we home and read the book that I recently bought which is very funny; by the way, it is in Filipino. Whahahahahaha. Well, that's all the time I have. I have to finish the class website. Thanks!!! bye!!!

Happy Birthday Juno!!!

2006-03-10T10:05:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late blog. The date in the blog is a lot different in the date of today. So, last Wednesday was the last day of classes. So we celebrated the last day of classes with a pre-birthday celebration with Juno and some friends. So, we went to Shakey’s for the party. We went there and we saw some players of the Ateneo women’s volleyball team like Carla Bello and Patti Taganas. Hehehehe. So we were there waiting for our orders then Marc and the others came. We sang some Happy Birthday songs and they all left leaving me, Juno, Paolo and Alfred ordering a glass from the ice cream bar. We went there and made the highest ice cream stack in our whole life. Hehehehe. We did something unusual with the ice cream. We placed a lot of toppings on top of the ice cream and some on the plate to use every cent for the ice cream. It was a really good idea since we were able to put a lot of toppings on it. You can actually see some of the pictures of the ice cream on my multiply. Anyways, then we went to Gateway to actually watch a movie. So we went to Gateway via LRT and it was a long time since I last rode the LRT. Hehehehehe. So we went there and I bought a Chalk magazine in Fully Booked. Then we went upstairs to the Cinemas. During the escalator, we saw Rem and his classmates who were going to watch Last Holiday. So we bought some tickets and went straight to the cinema just in time to watch the trailers. After the movie, we went to Timezone and played some Air Hockey, Basketball, Car Racing, and to the Karaoke. We sang some songs and we managed to waste over P300 worth of load. Hehehehehe. Then Paolo and Alfred had to go so we went downstairs. Juno and I went to Wendy’s to buy some Frosty and went down already because the car was there. So Juno and his sister brought me home and I lent him some music CDs. That was a fun birthday party. So I have to go now. Bye!!!

Happy Birthday Juno!!!!

2006-03-10T10:05:00.000+08:00

I made up my mind

2006-02-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Yesterday, I was still deciding if I am willing to leave some of my friends just to meet a person. I felt really bad about leaving them at first because they were my friends since grade school and I'm not really into leaving friends just like that. I'm pretty undecided at that time. But, a while after my post here, I actually had a post in my chatterbox. The message was pretty insulting but you know, I think that I shouldn't have deleted it. I actually replied to that post. Anyways, that post came from actualy one of my friends. The people who I put all my trust just destroyed it. With a bad message, I decided that they are really not the best friends you can get. I thought that they were actually friends that I can rely on. I defended them from the people that say things about them. And because of that message I got, it showed me that all that hard work meant nothing to them. I guess its really a test to see if these are the right people I must be with. I really know deep down that they are really good friends but if they just regard me as just a nobody, then, might as well move on and look for the friends that will actually appreciate you being around. I was pretty hurt when the next day, I was talked to in such a sarcastic way that I almost answered back at him. I know for a fact that this is done by only one person. That's why not all of his friends will be affected. Hmm.. I think that my friends are just being plastic to me for the past few days. But the problem is, they are really good friends but I think that I am better off with other people. I really wished that this day wouldn't happen but it did. Thanks to my "friends", I know that they don't really want me there so that's probably it. Sorry that I did this. But, even though I'm not part of you guys, we still shared a lot of things that I will never forget. Thanks for all of the support that you have given me. I won't forget those. I'll still be talking to you guys so hope that there are no hard feelings. Thanks a lot!!! Bye!!!

6months

2006-02-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

Today, we celebrate our 6-month anniversary. Hmm.. Its already 6 months? We've been through a lot in those 6 months. We kept a secret about this for a very long time. After what happened to me last year, it made me have a hard time to enter another commitment. Hmm. We've been through a lot of speculation. My classmates actually tell me that she isin't real or something. Well, I said to them, "If you don't think she's real, then believe yourself. But, whatever you say about her, I don't care because to me, she's there with me." Its already 6 months since we talked on the phone and you said to me that you liked me. Well, I am sooooo happy that she said that because I felt that way ever since I met her. After six long months, we've been through fights and disagreements like the Christmas party thing. In my part, I may have said some not so good things and I regret saying those. But these fights are just phases to prove how much we love each other. We are probably not that true to each other yet since its been only 6 months. Some relationships I've seen reach 4 years. Hopefully, we would make it that long too. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want this to be a secret anymore and that I want to tell the world how much you mean to me. This may be the simplest gift that I can offer to you. But gifts are just physical things. The most important part is how much that person puts into giving you that gift to show how much you appreciate that person. Today has been really special. And I hope you enjoyed our celebration. And I'm hoping to look forward to out next month. Hehehehehe. See Yah!! Love you. Bye!!!

Your Song

2006-02-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

I’ve Fallen in Love

I was watching this show in ABS CBN featuring Toni and Sam. The story was about two people who were different but were forced to get to know with each other. So here the story goes. Toni’s (Andie) mom and Sam’s (Stephen) mom promised that their child would be the one for each other. But Andi does not want him so she sets her up with her best friend Christine. When Stephen arrives at Andie’s home, she felt a connection. Trying hard to show her feelings, she tries to get Stephen’s attention. Christine and Stephen really connected with each other and became friends. Andie acts as if she hates him but because of the promise, they acted that they loved each other. The long time of acting turned into a real thing when they showed their true feelings when they were trapped in Andie’s room. Then, Christine found them together in the room, Sam’s arm over Andie’s shoulder. Andie said sorry to Christine and convinced her that they were not really together. After a few days, Christine told the news that they were together with Stephen. Christine noticed the look of Andie and Stephen and she told him that Andie and Stephen were meant to be together instead of them. When Stephen was about to leave, Andie gave a note to him. The note contained the missing lyrics to his song and left. This left Andie crying but then, Stephen came back to tell her that he has changed his mind and they shared a kiss.

Maybe I am probably so sentimental today that I keep on watching some teleseryejust for fun. I really don't understand it. We will celebrate our 6th month together tomorrow, maybe that's why I am feeling so sad today. Well, whatever reason, there's still 2 long tests tomorrow. I really have to study this one. I hope I will pass those. Maybe they will move the tests because of what happened yesterday.

My gosh! Another sign! I decided to watch Can This Be Love, the movie with Sandara and Hero. The movie was actually in CinemaOne. Well, instead of watching the news about the military thing, I wanted to watch a love movie. The sign there is that the name of the guy (Hero) is named Ryan. So it's a big sign. Maybe that's what will tomorrow. Hmm... And then, the background song is A Little Bit by MYMP which is actually our theme song. Waaahh!! Why am I so sentimental today?! I really wanted to cry right now. But, let's see what will happen tomorrow. I planned a little something for our half year anniversary and hopefully she would like it. I have to go. There are two long tests tomorrow and I have to study just not because I just finished my religion project. Hmph! It's so ugly! Got to go.

Just got the word that there's no classes tomorrow. So I don't have to really cram for the Long Tests. Tomorrow? I'll just study all day long. No more project to do. I just finished it. I would probably post my scrapbook in my multiply so visit it and wait for my update. It's simple and ugly. Got to go...

No Classes

2006-02-24T15:51:00.000+08:00

So today, the classes were cancelled due to the People Power Anniversary. I was already in school when they annouced that there is no more classes. I went to the other section to tell the news and texted some classmates to tell them that there is no more classes. I am so happy that the classes were suspended because we actually had scheduled a long test in Science that day but I was not able to study so good for me.

So when I went home, I watched The Notebook in the VCD while I watched the news seeing the people in the EDSA who were rallying. Its really confusing for me since I never knew what it is like during EDSA I. As of now, I'm feeling very into it cause it's a different experience for me because instead of rallying in the EDSA Shrine, they went to the Makati in the People Power Monument. There are really a lot of people but there is no violence going on. Except for what happened earlier. But in Makati, there is no one fighting so it's pretty cool. I really wanted to go to the mall and watch a movie but my parents don't want me to go. So, later, I'll decide to practice playing badminton near our house and hire a trainer for me. Hehehehehe. So, thankfully, this will be over once a go back home. So, this is the end of my blog today. I'll go back later after my training. Ok? Bye!!!

Just Like Heaven

2006-02-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

My friend and I just watched Just Like Heaven by Reese Witherspoon in the VCD. The movie was really nice in a way that it is have symbolic. There were a lot of nice scences especially the part wherein the guy touched Reese's (the lifeless one) hand and she (the ghost) felt it. It was really nice because I see it as a connection of one person to the other. Though you are far apart, you still feel connected with each other and you feel the love. You are connected as one and you are more together as one. What? Seems malabo right?

Well, I'm really thinking deep right now beacause I just finished reviewing for Religion. Afer that, I'll be reviewing for the Science Long Test. My grades are pretty low right know. Well, for my expectations. I just landed the B mark in Math which is a bummer. By that point I am probably a 89 or 88 which is a degrading news. Then, my teacher told me that I just got a C+ in my CS mark. Grr!!! It all because of the 2nd LT. I swear, I'll get back those points lost. The only subjects that I'm improving at is Filipino, Computer and English. My teacher in Filipino told me that I still have a chance to be excempted in the exams; I just hope for the best. Then, Computer class, I have high scores in quizzes and LTs. Hopefully Ms. Bambao will give me an A. Then in English, I'm already getting back my grades because I got a perfect score in the Major Composition and in the exercises and HW, I'm improving also. Only 1 more component, Informative Speech. I'll put all into it! So, if everything goes out well and I'll do well in the exam, I miht have a chance at an honor award again. Hehehehe. Bye!!!

new someone

2006-02-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

if your wondering if i found a new someone, your making a big mistake.. i have this friend before. she was a great friend. we actually had a lot in common and we got along together. so we had something going on back then. we became good friends. but after a few months, we fought a lot which ended up separating with each other. we never spoke to each other and never even texted each other. but just recently, i managed to talk to her again and she was pretty ok with how thinks work out just recently. i told her about my life after the fight and i told her about my "friend". she was really ok with it and i even showed her a picture of us together and she said that she was pretty and looks sweet. then she told me about her new boyfriend. i actually congratulated her and in a way felt happy for her. but there is still this feeling i have that made me want to punch that guy in the face. my friend before was really nice and appreciative and she is really like my soulmate. when i knew that she had a boyfriend, i felt, in a way, jealous because of the things that we have been though and i never really imagined that i would still have feelings for her. i know i love her so much but that was a year ago. when i saw the picture of them together, i felt some hatred but i just told her that whatever she needs, i will be there to support her in any way. after a year of not talking to each other, we managed to be back to friends. i hope that some of my other ex-friends who are not talking to me anymore will settle our differences and work things out. i really wanted to be friends with everybody but you really cant do that without going through tough obstacles and the relationships of some of my friends that i go through just isint strong enough. i really hope that the person that im talking about will also be my friend after some time....

Teacher Factor

2006-02-09T20:05:00.001+08:00

The teacher factor is really strong and you must really have to "get close" to a teacher to get a high grade. Well, I've been in those situations just recently. I realized that there is favoritisms in the class and I really hate it. We'll first of all, the AP presentations were, for most of 2K, unjust in a sort of way because of the grading of the judges. I really didn't see the star quality of the group that was chosen. I really don't get how they grade it. I saw my classmates being shocked that the group was chosen to represent the class. No offense but there is not a note that was on cue, there was nothing good about it. Well, maybe the flute effect worked that time but its still unfair. The other group deserved more to be the representative but I don't know if the group that the judges choice would really have a chance. Now that the competition is getting closer everyday. Hmm.. I wonder. We would have a better grade if I "got close" to the teacher just like what they did. Hmmmm... I wonder....

The second time, it was the religion project. There was a PowerPoint presentation about the Hope for the Flowers. I was really mad to see that a group got a higher grade. The flute thing didn't work. Our teachers comments about their presentation were negative. There was no relation to the Resurrection, there was not a good content. For simpler terms, the PowerPoint was a bust. Then, it was our turn. We had some good comments, and some bad ones as well. There was a good content. The slides had meanings. There was the story of Resurrection. It was a good story. But, when we heard the scores of the presentations, they got a higher score than what we got. The other group who did a lot better than what we had, also got a lower score. I was really outraged when I heard that their presentation had a higher score. I think that there is some kind of favoritism happening in the school and I really don't want to fight about it. There are actually a lot of times that the class experienced favoritism with that same group. I am outraged and hopefully it will end just there. But that experiences really pissed me off and I was not happy with their decisions. Hmm... What if I told the teacher about this? It will definitely make or beak my grades and I don't want to undergo this gamble.

Stickwityou

2006-02-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

Nobody gonna love me better, i must stick with you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, i must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me, i must stick with you my baby
Nobody gonna make me feel this way, i must stick with you

I really loved that song. It speaks to me in a way. Especially when she sings it through the telephone or when we meet up, i just feel so much lighter than air. Its probably because we can relate this song. There's no one else but you. I always think about you. Though i don't spend as much time with you, I hope you still know that I really love you more. I hope that you will keep my promise to you and that we will still be as happy as we were since we met. I love you.. :D

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Hey guys. So how has it been these past few days? Sorry if I was not able to blog. I had a lot of things to do especially the projects. Today, I'm having the movie marathon. I watched Dukes of Hazzard, then I'm currently watching Batman Begins, then Fat Albert and finally Drive me Crazy. I actually didn't choose to watch these movies. My friend just suggested that I watch these movies. You see, almost every weekend, I have a movie marathon. I ask people what are good movies to watch. I think later, I'll be going to Podium to watch a movie. I think I'll be going to any movie house just to watch Cheaper By the Dozen 2. I currently had a lot of things to do, that's why I was not able to watch it. But now, I'll try to relax while going to the mall. Hehehehehehehehehe. So, that's it. I just started to make a new layout of my blog so it will take a long time before I can finish it. Exams are coming up in 3 weeks so I have to prepare for it. Since the Science and Math exams are about the lessons on the whole year. So I really have to bust my butt out to pass. Hehehehehe. That's it! Got to go! Bye!! :D

Paglubog ng Araw

2006-01-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

I made this mini-poem during Filipino. I remembered that today is Paula's birthday.. Happy Birthday!!! Hope to see you very soon. I miss you!!! :D Here the poem goes...

PAGLUBOG NG ARAW

Paglubog ng araw
Nakikita ang iba't ibang ilaw
Punung - puno ng sigla
Habang ikaw ang kasama

Tuwing nakikita kita
Puso ko ay lumuluha
Paglubog ng araw
Ang iyong kamay ay di-abot tanaw

Ngayong tapos na ang pagdurusa
Hindi ko na kita nakikita
Pero gusto kong sabihin sa kanya
Mahal ko pa rin kita

Miss you Paula!!! Hope to see you soon!!! Muah!! Happy Birthday again.

Jammin with Kuya

2006-01-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th and i expected the day to be miserable.. i wont tell the story about my day.. im just going to tell what happened during the concert.. so it was 430 and i went to ateneo to get the tickets when i found out that there was already a long line waiting to get in.. luckily, i saw raywen and we lined up together... we were able to go inside the covered courts already. and we saw the big brother housemates already there signing autographs... so i went through the crowd and got to ask for some of their autographs and take their pics... some of their pics were not that clear.. grr... i got a clear pic of sam... but his face was looking down.. also cass... and jason.. and chx... i had a lot pics of chx but most of it didnt show her face... grr... there was one pic which was really clear that was not able to be seen because a cellphone was in her way.. grr. but i managed to get one pic of her which showed her face... just the eyes.. not the mouth cause a t-shirt was in the way also.. hehehe... i like chx... shes hot.. so the concert started already... the first one that played was barbie almabis.. she looks very fashionable!!! i like her outfit.. and her voice... then vhong and toni showed up!!! they even went near us.. i was able to take a lot of pictures of them because i was seated in the second row of the regular section... then.. after that... kitchie nadal played!!! i was really standing up because kitchie is my favorite singer!!! shes sooo cool and sooo hot... hot? whahahaha... so there.. then some bands played from ateneo.. then pinoy big brother housemates showed up!!! woohhh.. well actually before that.. franzen and jason rapped... then.. sam sang 3 songs!!! all the girls screamed as sam showed up... there were a lot of cameras flashing as they saw sam... so after that.. he had a duet with say... then the PBB housemates danced.. all but nene was there... after that... MYMP played.. we were sooooooo fired up when we saw juris singing especially for you... i personally sang almost all of the songs that they sang!!! woooohhh!!!! then finally... cueshe played.. there was not that much people there as compared to when the PBB housemates showed up.. because a lot of people went home already.. i didnt finish the concert because im not a big fan of cueshe... i left with juno and i went to burger king... thats practically it..

*toni was really tall!!! waaahhhh vhong was really nice when i asked him if we could take a pic together.. sam has that killer eyes that looked like puppy dog eyes which took everybodys heart away... say was really cute there.. but chx was cuter.. whahahaah... mico got to take a picture with rico in a t-shirt... using my camera... i wanted to take a pic of him with me but i got shy.. whahahah... i took pics while having a camera that was 2mins away from having an empty battery.. whahahaha... JB was soooo plastic... racquel was desperately needed attention... whahahah.. cass had a tatoo near her belly button... kitchie was really hot!!! wooooohhh!!! i love you kitchie!!! barbie was really nice...

*lord got a chance to go backstage and took a picture with barbie... it was unfair since he was seated at row 1 of the reserved seats... his mom was in the production... i was really jealous.. i was desperately needed to take a pic with toni.. but a stolen pic is good enough.. hahahhaa... so.. thats it... bye!!!!

Prayers do get answered

2006-01-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

hey guys... after more than a month, i finally will be able to blog.. so.. what happened today.. we won the volleyball intrams. hehehehe... it all started the day before when i really prayed hard and hopefully win the game. i prayed the rosary before i went to sleep (honestly..) then... during the subject before the game (SSP), i prayed also.. but i was not able to finish the whole rosary because we have to do the lyrics for the AP project... hopefully, we were able to make two verses and the chorus.. so.. on to the game..

before the game started, we warmed up a bit by playing with some 1st years and some 2F players... then.. the game started.. we were able to get a big lead early in the game.. i actually had a good 1st set.. being able to spike a lot of balls and some even converting to points.... i was also able to get a few service aces...well, hey.. every point counts right? so.. anyways.. we were able to win the first set... i think the score was 21-18 if im not mistaken. so. we pulled out an easy win with banjos spikes and services... so.. during the second set, the game was really tough.. there was no one in the lead with more than 4 points.. it was really close... i started to become tired and weak from my injured knee.. it got scraped during the first set.. but the show must go on.. even though it was really painful, i still continued.. thats probably why i didnt show up on the ocassion.. i had a lot of spiking errors.. while the varsity coach is watching the game, i became really scared because im going to try out very soon.. so... it was really close and it went over extra time.. we were able to desperately win the game with the finishing spike by banjo.. we won the second set and the championship with 27-25..

i guess it just takes prayer and a lot of hard work in order to be successfull, thats a big lesson that i found out.. i just want to say thanks for putting up a good show with 2F... thanks for being a sport after the game... we can surely see more of the 2K 2F rivalry in volleyball next year... thanks guys!!!!

Christmas Greeting!!!!

2005-12-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas from Me... in Bangkok, Thailand.... sorry if i just posted now... i had no time to go online cause i dont know where the nearest internet cafe is.. hehehe... sorry... so.. got to go.. i will post something about the trip when i come home... Happy Belated Merry Christmas again... bye!!!!

Bitterness in every Accomplishment

2005-12-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

whenever you recieve something that will prove that you accomplished a goal, there's still a minor detail that will get in the way of making you a very happy person. you are already happy that you accomplished a goal, but still, theres something that will put you down. every minor detail that i saw truly was a bummer. like a while ago, we had the distribution of report cards... i was lucky enough to get a 3rd honor but i still feel bitter. instead of rejoicing for getting high marks, i still feel bummed out about something. first, i got a B+ in media. im not being too proud but i know i shouldve gotten a higher grade. i got a perfect score in my long tests, exam, i got an A in my project, whats more to show? when i asked my teacher why this happened, he told me that there were group works that were graded. but im still questioning his decision to give me a B+. how can i get a B+ while my group mates like banjo, glen, renz all got an A in media. so i was really sad. i couldve gotten higher in the class rankings. second, my english teacher gave me a B in conduct which took away my chances of having another Kostka award. i was ssooo frustrated with her reason why she gave me a B. she told me that she gave me a B because i was sad and frowning for the past few days. well... hello? its not my fault that im not always happy. i have bad days too. and to be given a B in conduct really was unfair. how come out of all my teachers who gave me an A in conduct, only she gave me a B? if im sad, then why did the other teachers still give me an A in conduct. i really worked hard not being caught by the APSA office and i tried my best to behave. im soooooooooo sad that i didnt get a kostka award. it seems to me that having a 3rd honor really didnt care that much. i got affected in having bad grades instead of being contented that i reached the honors list. im not at all satisfied with the way some teachers grade my performance, but there are still who really cheered me up with their understanding unlike some others who really didnt want me to be happy. thanks to ms lim, ms agduma, ms gajo, mr carvajal for being very considerate and giving me a chance to pull my grades up and give me the 3rd honor award. im very thankful that they were understanding enough to give me the grade that i truly deserve... unlike some others..............

Sportsfest

2005-12-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hail Mary the Queen Children's Choir

2005-12-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

wow... after 2 weeks of practicing with the staff of the choir, it was the 1st concert that i watched the choir sing... well its actually the 2nd but this was the 1st time that im part of the crew.. heheheh... so... after the long day of classes, i went to my friends classroom to stay there and rest for the concert.. so i stayed there with jeff, neil and kevin.. who are also part of the concert... so.., we stayed there, had fun and stuff... and then we went to csc to ride in the car to go to christ the king... so.. we arrived there 30mins early.. we were there and the choir were already vocalizing... i wondered what time they arrived because they were already in their make ups that early. and its just 3:30pm.. so.. when we arrived, kuya ahwel was already there to give us few reminders about the stuff that was needed for the concert.. so we did what he said and we finished just a few hours till the start of the concert.. it was 5pm and the other half of the P.A.s that was part of the production were not there... so we were the one who took their jobs.. and we were tired by the end of the jobs that we have to do... so we ate and had a chance to mingle with the choir members... but we were too shy to do so... whahaha.. but we had a chance to play around with the guys in the choir.. well.. actually.. with dominic lang.. whaha.. we dont know the others, thats why we didnt talk with them so much... so the concert started and i was tired already... so neil kevin and myself sat by the right side of the concert to watch them sing.. they were really good!!! i must say that they were amazing!!! so after that, it was intermission,, we went to the backstage to rest and all that jazz... so we went there and we saw joseph.. all in the joseph outfit.. he looks like an abu sayaff.. whahah... no offence.. and then.. i had a quick chat with renee.. and then we went back again.. after that, they ended the concert with a curtain call where we were called.. we had our first public appearance... and it lasted for 5 seconds.. after that, we went backstage again to congratulate the choir members again.. we talked with them and we went our separate ways.. that was fun... ok.. i will post again and tell you guyz what happened after that...

Rumors

2005-11-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

Rumors are a hard thing to erase. When a person starts a rumor, it will easily spreads through many people without any clue if the rumor is right or wrong. People who start rumors basically wanted to start a riot or a fight between the persons involved. What good comes out of these rumors once it starts? Will that person who started the rumor become famous or will he get more attention to the people? If thats the case, then people who start rumors really are KSP or kulang sa pansin. They wanted the attention to be on them while the persons affected will have a negative impression between the other one. When someone is said to have a crush on someone, then there will be a big effect on the two persons involved. They will never speak to each other for as long as they live or they will find it hard to approach the other one. It really hurts when you are involved in something like this because it is really hard to tell the one you are linked to that the rumor is not true. I really find it difficult because that person already has an impression that I have a crush on that person which is totally not true. When you come up to the person and ask for something, someone is there to make a comment about being close to each other. Every little thing that someone does will become a big issue once a person tells someone. I really hate it that I am a victim of these kinds of rumors. Please! If ever I like someone, Ill let you know. If you want rumors, make one about yourself. Then the entire spotlight will be on you. You want to be famous, well then, have the guts to tell something about yourself. Once a rumor spreads, there will be no more room to change it. It will still be there forever just waiting to haunt you. Ive had experiences in the past dealing with rumors with me liking a person who is just a friend. Until now, my friends still cant get over it. The effect? That person never spoke to me in person ever again because that person feels that people will make a big deal about it. I know a song from Lindsay Lohan dealing with rumors and it goes like this:

Why cant you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
Im only having funIm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

Im tired of rumors starting
Im sick of being followed
Im tired of people lyingSaying what they want about me
Why cant they back up off me
Why cant they let me live
Im gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Choir Practice

2005-11-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

its the second choir practice that i ever attended with the hail mary the queen children's choir.. and both practices were both cool... i got to watch the choir perform very well.. while us, the boys choir, did nothing... whahaha.. we will be P.A.s in their concert on friday.. if you guys would like to watch, its at the christ the king church on december 2 at 7:30pm... we will be there... we have a special participation.. you'll never expect where i will be.. whahaah... um.. back to the children's choir.. i heard them sing a few months back.. they were really breath taking.. my favorite part in the concert in phil am life was when they sang the les miserables medley.. i loved it... when we went back stage we were ecstatic to see them in person.. hehehe... that day on i really wished that i can join them.. well.. i dont have the high voice to make it there so i lost hope.. but after the 1st term exams, mrs. visconde roldan went up to me and asked me to join her choir... i actually said no cause im soo busy.. but in the middle of the second term, i came up to her again and i told her that i wanted to join.. so just last week, i started to join the choir and i saw them sing and they were just amazing.. i just cant wait for monday's practice to see them perform again... and on friday the concert.. hehehe k. i got to go... bye!!!

Impressions hurt

2005-11-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

hmph... well.. what can i say... this statement says it all. hmph.. everybody knows that i ended up at top 2 in our class, right? well now this top2 has an impression that you have a high grade and that you are always right. well, i got to prove this wrong. not everybody in the top list means that they dont make mistakes. well, sorry to bust your bubble but we are humans too... we make mistakes... actually, even the smartest person in the world makes mistakes... did you know that albert einstein failed his first college exam? see... everybody makes mistakes..even though your the top of the class dosent mean that they will be the top again the next time... its just a free for all spot wherein someone can and will take over your spot with just a snap. you will never know... a person who really has a hard time with his grades might be the top of the class the next term.. its like waiting to rain cats and dogs... literally...well.. i'm being tooooooo figurative today.. cause im preparing myself for the english exam on fri.. i hate english.. grr... whahahah... got to go... i have to study for the math and fil exam tomorrow... bye!!!

True Love

2005-11-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

Love is a risk that you must face. Sometimes it pays off, sometimes not. Wanting the feeling of telling the person that you love her, heightens the fact that you have true feelings of her. Cause true feelings are stronger words than just a crush or you just like her. True love cannot be measured. For when you have true feelings for a person, you will have endless reasons why you like her. You dont care about the outer things like her looks, rishes or friends. All you think about is the inside; the smarts, niceness, kindness, thoughtfullness, and all in between. I have once experienced true love. The feeling of being told that a person loves you is just incredible. You feel that someone actually appreciates you being in the world. I have also taken that risk a few years back. When you tell somone that you have a crush on that person there are two possible things that can happen. One, you and that person will begin a different relationship, even greater than what you had before. Or the other side, that person will loose interest and you will never be able to speak two words in front of each other. My risk didnt pay off. My heart was crushed and my soul was broken once that person started moving away from me. I wanted to say sorry; I just dont have the guts of telling that person. All I could do is look in the eyes of that person trying to tell that it was riddiculus telling my feelings. I wanted for us to be friends again but I guess that person had other plans. Is this a feeling of rejection? Now Im 15 and a grown up sophomore, I have found new love and a love that I can’t replace. For I have been down for a while, but now I’m back to where I belong; a person with a feeling of fullness in his life.

new layout_

2005-11-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. do you like my new layout? kool noh? i'm actually thinking of making a new one by the end of the exams... the exams will start on wed next week so i really have to study.. waaaahhhh... tomorrow will be very hectic for me.. i have 2 long tests tom.. filipino and religion.. then... on friday, 2 more long tests... science and math... woooh.. its like the exams already.. you have to memorize a lot... its already 10pm but i still haven't started reviewing for the religion long test.. waaahhh!!!! but the filipino long test will probably be all about the story Segunda manong kapalaran.. which i don't understand why that's the title.. well.. i got to go... i still need to study.. owkie... bye!!! its sooo hard to blog nowadays.. blogger takes a long time to load the create blog page... then... i have a very hectic sched... before i am online every day.. but now, i just use the net 2 or 3 times a week.. wooohhhh... i miss blogging.. ehheheeh.. got to go... i still need to study.. hope you guys like the site... ill make a new one soon... just keep on reading my entries and i'll share a lot of things with you guys... owkie.. see yah!!! bye!!!!

project

2005-11-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

hey guyz... long time no usap.. well.. i'm here in blue skies... i'm with my friends... well we were just supposed to do a project but we finished early so we went here to play DOTA.. hwahahahh... arrg... theyre playing but im not... cause i accidentally closed the computer... now i'm left along for one more hour doing nothing... so i decided to blog instead.. whahahah... so what has happened?? hmm... i woke up at 7am because my classmate told me that he arrived early.. then i arrived at mcdo at 8am... banjo and lord and aaron were there na... and we were waiting for glen and francis... by 830, we went to starbucks to take pictures for the project... banjo and i were the most vain among all and we were able to take a lot of pictures... we were able to finish early so we decided to go to blue skies and play... so we went there then francis and joseph showed up.. well... joseph wasn't really invited but he wanted to join us... so there... and theyre playing DOTA while i was left out cause i accidentally closed my computer.. whahahahah... dumb dumb... eniweis... after this... we were planning to go to gateway to eat, have fun and shop... woooooohhhh.... i'll be home by 4pm... so if you wanna im me... probably 4 na lang... owkie.. bye!!! got to go...

inspired_

2005-10-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

this week has been sooooo exciting!!! 1st.... i was able to finish the cd jacket of NINA for media... wow... before, the cd jacket had ethel booba and sandara??!!! trust me... ask my classmates... but the deadline was changed so i was given another chance to change my design... it turned out very very good... my classmates and friends liked the new one.. whahhahahah... then.... i was able to get a perfect score in the math long test 2!!! wooooohhhh..... im the only one who got a perfect score in 2K... whahahhahah... it was really an energy booster.. wahhahaah... then... tuesday... we really had a busy day... the ap long test was given.. whhahahaha.... i really studied very hard for that... sana naman makabawi ako!! i really was urging to do my best... and all that hard work paid off... wooohhhhhh.... it was kinda easy.. but there was really only one part where i had a hard time... i really hate cause and effects!!!! grr... eniweis... wednesday... what happened??? umm... i really forgot ehhh.. .... whahahaahahaahah... i'm soooo old na... whahhahaahh.... then thursday... we had our field trip.. it was actually part II because the first time we had a field trip was cancelled.. whahhah... so... i had fun!!!!! it was raining the whole time.. which caused it very slippery... i was able to keep my grip and i was not able to fall.. wooooohhhh... while the others were like sliding down a lot of times, i was just holding the rope... whahahahahah... it was fun... but at the same time... very tiring...friday came... so we had the radio play in filipino... so i was really really scared... the script was nice but the presentation brought the whole thing down... sir said that the script was nice... the execution was just terrible... so.. that's what we have to work on.... my hands are really full already.. waaaahhhhh.... and then we had the math quiz... all those who came to school were given +1 in the quiz component.. whahahahaah... so what happened was that maam said that i had an error in the quiz.. but because of the +1, i got a perfect score!!! yipee!!!!! then... we went to greenhills with my cousin.. bought a lot of cds.. and he bought a lot of shirts.... then we saw one of my bball idols sa admu.. c macky escalona... he was with his girlfriend.. whahhahaha... oo nga pala... i saw the commercial that paolo bugia made in media when he was in the hs pa.. sobrang corny... whahahhaha... it was a good day... whahahahaha....

this week... i confess to you guyz... this whole week was sooo inspiring... during the long test in ap.. i had one person in mind,, i won't tell you who that person is... then... i kept on writing that person's name on my pad... everytime i feel bored.. i just thought of that person.. and i felt okay.. wooohhh... i feel so sleepy nah... got to go.... bye!!!!! i'll blog again some other time... owkie!!! bye!!!!!

it's all in the boots_

2005-10-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

grabe.. my shoes are soooo lucky.. this is the first time i wore a brown shoe to school... and it brought me good luck... first... my long test in science... a lot of people in the class failed... but i was luck enough to get 46/55... wow... i didn't study... whahaha... it was a great improvement as compared to my terrible 1st long test.... eniweis... second, my cd jacket was a success.... the cd jacket that i made for media greatly improved and a lot of my friends liked it... inggit nga yung iba ehh... pero i made it work... with the fact that i don't have a printer, i was able to pull it off.. heeheheheh... then... 3rd.. i learned that the religion project is due on wednesday... whahahaha.... fourth... the filipino concept we had was said to be my teacher's favorite... he said that he had high hopes for it... the people were very happy when they heard it... and we were given the time to practice tomorrow in the classroom... i hope everything turns out fine.... fifth... english test.. wow... i didn't study and all and i was able to get 11/12... whahahahaha... i was sssssooooo happy..... a lot of people wanted to stay beside me because they wanted to copy from my paper.. whhahaahahah.... sixth.... one of the happiest moment of my life... i was able to get a perfect score in the long test in matH!!!! wooooohhhhh.... all the time i got -.5, -1, -2 etc... but now... PERFECT!!!! i was the only one in 2K to get a perfect score.. whahhahaah... well.. i got to go.. i have to study for the AP long test.. bye!!!!!

"you just have to believe"

worst long test ever_

2005-10-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

grabe... yesterday i think, i told you guys that i had the worst long test in the world... that science make up long test was so hard!!! i told you guys that i expected a 25... but it was a little higher... mga 1 point lang dumagdag... hehehehe.... i got a 26... i'm the highest compared to those who took the make up test,, well.. johari got 26 too... frank got 25... joseph got 21... this long test is over 54... for your information.. so it was really a long test that will pull my grades down... i asked for a reconsideration from ms. gajo... but she hasn't replied... this long test will affect a big portion of my grade... especially now that i'm aiming for honors this term because if i am in the honors list, my parents will allow me to try out for the varsity team... i really wanted to go to the team... its just my grades that's hurting my ambition.... that was really a spirit crusher... though i didn't show it, really... inside... i'm crying cause i got only 50%... even less.... i was really sad... sana naman... naka lagpas 30 points man lang ako... my hard work for 5 perfect quizzes in science.... it all vanished because of the long test.. i won't say that babawi na lang ako sa susunod cause it's like now that this has happened... i'm more pressured than ever to do a good job in science... even though i worked my butt of the whole year.... it's still not close... i hope that my confidence comes back because it's really disheartening to get a really low long test...kung sa math long test 3 nga eh. bagsak ako by 1 point, naiyak na ko sa harap ni ms. lim... what more if i get a 50%....my chances for getting an honor is slimming down... i just wish that everything will turn out fine by the end of the term....

"i wish that everything between you and me will never be forgotten"

class night_

2005-10-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

so yesterday, i had my class night.. i wasn't that excited cause before that, i'm supposed to be getting my make up long test in science... after the hard make up long test in math, i was expecting a super hard test in science... so we had the lt in science with johari, joseph and frank... it was sssssssooooo hard!!!!!! oh my god!!!! i feel like i got 25/50 only!!! the essay was sssoooo hard... its was sssssooooo hard... super!!! this was like the exam for college students... it was totally hard... all of the things there were not in the book... i was like... "ha?!!! ano to?!! wtf!!!" grabe talaga... i was sooo bad trip after the long test... but at least... we have a whole class night to look forward to...

so after the long test, me, johari, joseph, and frank went to yellow cab to meet with other classmates to play DOTA in worldnet.... so... we went there and we saw banjo, lord, paulo, aaron, and other in yellow cab... we ate and then we left to play in worldnet.... when we went in, it was like full of people!!! there was an aircon but it was still so hot because of the people there... almost half of the people there were from 2K... most people from 2K were DOTA addicts... hahahhah.... if i were to enumerate all the DOTA players in class, it would be very long... heheheeh... it actually took a long time for us to get our seats so we just went to another computer shop... there's this shop near 7 eleven... the computers there were unique cause the computers were in korean!!! whahahaah... so it was hard for me to get the hang of it but eventually, i was able to learn to use the computer.. heheheeh... so there were only 2 computers that can be used to play DOTA... so banjo and i played onee on one but banjo won.... i wasn't able to level up... that's why i didn't win.. hehehehe... while the other 4 played counter strike... banjo and i played conter too... but i was like out of practice... the last time i played was like 4 years ago... pretty long noh?? hehehehehe... after that, i went back to the HS with frank... we rode in different tricycles cause frank is tooooooo heavy... heheheheeh...

so when i went to the hs, i still saw alfred waiting for his dad... so we played volleyball in the covered courts... we played beside the varsity so it was very nakakahiya ... well... i went back to the classroom before the mass started and we went back... hehehehehe... we had the mass... then we started eating.... ms. agduma actually came to the eating part of the classnight and the start of the guidance session thing... it was fun... we had the cop and the robber game and the thing where you were supposed to write something good at the back of a classmate.... by the end of the session, ms. fronteras came.. hehehehhehe... after that,,, we had the sports part of the classnight...

so we went to the covered courts, banjo and i played volleyball by ourselves but ms. fronteras came...the 3 of us played... then ms. fronteras got tired... so banjo and i trained for the finals for the intrams... we practiced all our plays... some didn't turn out as explosive, but we were still able to pull some off,. then i played basketball... the game wasn't the best game i had... but i showed my classmates that i was good enough to play... i blocked frank... he was like 6"2.5 and i blocked him!!! woooooohhh!!! but i really am not proud of it.... cause i got 0 points!!!! waaahhh.... all my shots were nearly there but it was tooo short cause i was tired playing volleyball... so after that,,, we went up and sang in the videoke.... it was banjo and i vs aldo and eric.... we were first, we got a 93... then eric's duo performed... got 94... then we were next.... 95... but then, aldo and eric scored 96.... banjo and i got 97... then they got 98... it seemed impossible to get a 99 right? well, your wrong... we got a 99.... and they were not able to get any score higher than 98.. until aldo and eric conceded.... ms. lim and ms. fronteras also sang...

after that... banjo and i went back and the class had this open up thing... so... we ended at 3am... and some played basketball, some slept, but we went to the bench in 2G... lord, joseph, banjo, alden, some others and i went there to share more stuff.... backstabbing... issues in the class and more... then... francis, james, emman joined us after doing their thing.... and we talked more.... after that, almost half of the class were there and even ms. lim joined in so we changed the topic.... hheheheheheheh... there were a lot of sensitive issues raised when we were there alone... but we swore not to tell the others.... we ended at 5am and the sun was up... so we packed our bags and went we officially ended the class night... i went to the admin to wait for my parents to pick me up... but when i called them, they were asleep... so i was like what was i going to do until they came???? then i thought about sleeping.... this was the first classnight that i didn't sleep from start to end... cause the other classnights, i slept for 30 mins or 1 hour.... so... that has been a tiring but nice classnight.... we actually bonded a lot... but only our group was the one who bonded the most cause we actually got along with each other... hehehehehe... that has been the class night.... thanks for listening guys!!! got to go!!!!!

new layout_

2005-10-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

wow... i'm so tired... this is a new layout... my chemical romance... they are such a great band!!! i love their songs especially helena!!!! soooooooo cooooolll!!! they're so gothic and stuff... and that was so cool!!! i also like their video... i love it!!! hope you guys like the webbie... don't forget to sign in my guestbook in the band link... thanks guys... though my links need some adjusting and stuff, its ready for the public... heheheheheh.... tell me what you think about the website... thanks guys!!! i have to go!!! i still have two long tests tomorrow... hehehehe.... bye!!!!

"so long and goodnight."

i'm sorry_

2005-10-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

well... this happened a long time na... i just want to say sorry to my friend.... sorry... if i was too ignorant or too demanding.. i dont know what was going on through my mind while i was talking to you... i'm sorry... i was stressed, i was tired because i just came home from the hospital... among all the people i would expect to greet me a get well soon message in my phone, i expected you to text me, but i was wrong. i dunno, a lot of people greeted me... but there was no message from you.... when you were sick, i greeted you pa naman... but now i'm the person who needs company, you weren't there... i miss you... the last time i got to talk on the phone or in person was such a long time ago... i wanted to text you but i am scared that you will not reply... a lot of things has been going on and my studies got affected by it. i failed the 1st ap long test... i barely passed the make up test in math... you know... everything ever since i came back from the hospital became worse and worse... now i have to face 6 long tests this week and i'm pressured by it... i don't want to give up everything that we worked hard for to keep our communications alive... we tried very hard to keep in contact... i dont know if you dont see it yet... i wish that i can be able to see you once more... this has probably been one emotional day... after watching a walk to remember 3 straight times... i was thinking of only one person... and i wanted that person to know how much i care for that person... i hope that i get to accept the fact that we will never get together again... but its too hard... you know... i miss to see your smile... i have changed this past few days... i dont know if my friends and my classmates noticed it... but ever since i came home from the hospital... i am different.. and its up to you to figure that out.... i hope to see you again... and i hope that your life is better than what i have today.... good luck in facing your own problems and misery... i'll just be one phone call away... ready to listen...

"what is a friend? it's a single soul dwelling in two bodies"