new someone

if your wondering if i found a new someone, your making a big mistake.. i have this friend before. she was a great friend. we actually had a lot in common and we got along together. so we had something going on back then. we became good friends. but after a few months, we fought a lot which ended up separating with each other. we never spoke to each other and never even texted each other. but just recently, i managed to talk to her again and she was pretty ok with how thinks work out just recently. i told her about my life after the fight and i told her about my "friend". she was really ok with it and i even showed her a picture of us together and she said that she was pretty and looks sweet. then she told me about her new boyfriend. i actually congratulated her and in a way felt happy for her. but there is still this feeling i have that made me want to punch that guy in the face. my friend before was really nice and appreciative and she is really like my soulmate. when i knew that she had a boyfriend, i felt, in a way, jealous because of the things that we have been though and i never really imagined that i would still have feelings for her. i know i love her so much but that was a year ago. when i saw the picture of them together, i felt some hatred but i just told her that whatever she needs, i will be there to support her in any way. after a year of not talking to each other, we managed to be back to friends. i hope that some of my other ex-friends who are not talking to me anymore will settle our differences and work things out. i really wanted to be friends with everybody but you really cant do that without going through tough obstacles and the relationships of some of my friends that i go through just isint strong enough. i really hope that the person that im talking about will also be my friend after some time....