I made up my mind

Hmm. Yesterday, I was still deciding if I am willing to leave some of my friends just to meet a person. I felt really bad about leaving them at first because they were my friends since grade school and I'm not really into leaving friends just like that. I'm pretty undecided at that time. But, a while after my post here, I actually had a post in my chatterbox. The message was pretty insulting but you know, I think that I shouldn't have deleted it. I actually replied to that post. Anyways, that post came from actualy one of my friends. The people who I put all my trust just destroyed it. With a bad message, I decided that they are really not the best friends you can get. I thought that they were actually friends that I can rely on. I defended them from the people that say things about them. And because of that message I got, it showed me that all that hard work meant nothing to them. I guess its really a test to see if these are the right people I must be with. I really know deep down that they are really good friends but if they just regard me as just a nobody, then, might as well move on and look for the friends that will actually appreciate you being around. I was pretty hurt when the next day, I was talked to in such a sarcastic way that I almost answered back at him. I know for a fact that this is done by only one person. That's why not all of his friends will be affected. Hmm.. I think that my friends are just being plastic to me for the past few days. But the problem is, they are really good friends but I think that I am better off with other people. I really wished that this day wouldn't happen but it did. Thanks to my "friends", I know that they don't really want me there so that's probably it. Sorry that I did this. But, even though I'm not part of you guys, we still shared a lot of things that I will never forget. Thanks for all of the support that you have given me. I won't forget those. I'll still be talking to you guys so hope that there are no hard feelings. Thanks a lot!!! Bye!!!