I made up my mind

Hmm. Yesterday, I was still deciding if I am willing to leave some of my friends just to meet a person. I felt really bad about leaving them at first because they were my friends since grade school and I'm not really into leaving friends just like that. I'm pretty undecided at that time. But, a while after my post here, I actually had a post in my chatterbox. The message was pretty insulting but you know, I think that I shouldn't have deleted it. I actually replied to that post. Anyways, that post came from actualy one of my friends. The people who I put all my trust just destroyed it. With a bad message, I decided that they are really not the best friends you can get. I thought that they were actually friends that I can rely on. I defended them from the people that say things about them. And because of that message I got, it showed me that all that hard work meant nothing to them. I guess its really a test to see if these are the right people I must be with. I really know deep down that they are really good friends but if they just regard me as just a nobody, then, might as well move on and look for the friends that will actually appreciate you being around. I was pretty hurt when the next day, I was talked to in such a sarcastic way that I almost answered back at him. I know for a fact that this is done by only one person. That's why not all of his friends will be affected. Hmm.. I think that my friends are just being plastic to me for the past few days. But the problem is, they are really good friends but I think that I am better off with other people. I really wished that this day wouldn't happen but it did. Thanks to my "friends", I know that they don't really want me there so that's probably it. Sorry that I did this. But, even though I'm not part of you guys, we still shared a lot of things that I will never forget. Thanks for all of the support that you have given me. I won't forget those. I'll still be talking to you guys so hope that there are no hard feelings. Thanks a lot!!! Bye!!!

6months

Today, we celebrate our 6-month anniversary. Hmm.. Its already 6 months? We've been through a lot in those 6 months. We kept a secret about this for a very long time. After what happened to me last year, it made me have a hard time to enter another commitment. Hmm. We've been through a lot of speculation. My classmates actually tell me that she isin't real or something. Well, I said to them, "If you don't think she's real, then believe yourself. But, whatever you say about her, I don't care because to me, she's there with me." Its already 6 months since we talked on the phone and you said to me that you liked me. Well, I am sooooo happy that she said that because I felt that way ever since I met her. After six long months, we've been through fights and disagreements like the Christmas party thing. In my part, I may have said some not so good things and I regret saying those. But these fights are just phases to prove how much we love each other. We are probably not that true to each other yet since its been only 6 months. Some relationships I've seen reach 4 years. Hopefully, we would make it that long too. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want this to be a secret anymore and that I want to tell the world how much you mean to me. This may be the simplest gift that I can offer to you. But gifts are just physical things. The most important part is how much that person puts into giving you that gift to show how much you appreciate that person. Today has been really special. And I hope you enjoyed our celebration. And I'm hoping to look forward to out next month. Hehehehehe. See Yah!! Love you. Bye!!!

Your Song

I’ve Fallen in Love

I was watching this show in ABS CBN featuring Toni and Sam. The story was about two people who were different but were forced to get to know with each other. So here the story goes. Toni’s (Andie) mom and Sam’s (Stephen) mom promised that their child would be the one for each other. But Andi does not want him so she sets her up with her best friend Christine. When Stephen arrives at Andie’s home, she felt a connection. Trying hard to show her feelings, she tries to get Stephen’s attention. Christine and Stephen really connected with each other and became friends. Andie acts as if she hates him but because of the promise, they acted that they loved each other. The long time of acting turned into a real thing when they showed their true feelings when they were trapped in Andie’s room. Then, Christine found them together in the room, Sam’s arm over Andie’s shoulder. Andie said sorry to Christine and convinced her that they were not really together. After a few days, Christine told the news that they were together with Stephen. Christine noticed the look of Andie and Stephen and she told him that Andie and Stephen were meant to be together instead of them. When Stephen was about to leave, Andie gave a note to him. The note contained the missing lyrics to his song and left. This left Andie crying but then, Stephen came back to tell her that he has changed his mind and they shared a kiss.

Maybe I am probably so sentimental today that I keep on watching some teleseryejust for fun. I really don't understand it. We will celebrate our 6th month together tomorrow, maybe that's why I am feeling so sad today. Well, whatever reason, there's still 2 long tests tomorrow. I really have to study this one. I hope I will pass those. Maybe they will move the tests because of what happened yesterday.

My gosh! Another sign! I decided to watch Can This Be Love, the movie with Sandara and Hero. The movie was actually in CinemaOne. Well, instead of watching the news about the military thing, I wanted to watch a love movie. The sign there is that the name of the guy (Hero) is named Ryan. So it's a big sign. Maybe that's what will tomorrow. Hmm... And then, the background song is A Little Bit by MYMP which is actually our theme song. Waaahh!! Why am I so sentimental today?! I really wanted to cry right now. But, let's see what will happen tomorrow. I planned a little something for our half year anniversary and hopefully she would like it. I have to go. There are two long tests tomorrow and I have to study just not because I just finished my religion project. Hmph! It's so ugly! Got to go.

Just got the word that there's no classes tomorrow. So I don't have to really cram for the Long Tests. Tomorrow? I'll just study all day long. No more project to do. I just finished it. I would probably post my scrapbook in my multiply so visit it and wait for my update. It's simple and ugly. Got to go...

No Classes

So today, the classes were cancelled due to the People Power Anniversary. I was already in school when they annouced that there is no more classes. I went to the other section to tell the news and texted some classmates to tell them that there is no more classes. I am so happy that the classes were suspended because we actually had scheduled a long test in Science that day but I was not able to study so good for me.

So when I went home, I watched The Notebook in the VCD while I watched the news seeing the people in the EDSA who were rallying. Its really confusing for me since I never knew what it is like during EDSA I. As of now, I'm feeling very into it cause it's a different experience for me because instead of rallying in the EDSA Shrine, they went to the Makati in the People Power Monument. There are really a lot of people but there is no violence going on. Except for what happened earlier. But in Makati, there is no one fighting so it's pretty cool. I really wanted to go to the mall and watch a movie but my parents don't want me to go. So, later, I'll decide to practice playing badminton near our house and hire a trainer for me. Hehehehehe. So, thankfully, this will be over once a go back home. So, this is the end of my blog today. I'll go back later after my training. Ok? Bye!!!

Just Like Heaven

My friend and I just watched Just Like Heaven by Reese Witherspoon in the VCD. The movie was really nice in a way that it is have symbolic. There were a lot of nice scences especially the part wherein the guy touched Reese's (the lifeless one) hand and she (the ghost) felt it. It was really nice because I see it as a connection of one person to the other. Though you are far apart, you still feel connected with each other and you feel the love. You are connected as one and you are more together as one. What? Seems malabo right?

Well, I'm really thinking deep right now beacause I just finished reviewing for Religion. Afer that, I'll be reviewing for the Science Long Test. My grades are pretty low right know. Well, for my expectations. I just landed the B mark in Math which is a bummer. By that point I am probably a 89 or 88 which is a degrading news. Then, my teacher told me that I just got a C+ in my CS mark. Grr!!! It all because of the 2nd LT. I swear, I'll get back those points lost. The only subjects that I'm improving at is Filipino, Computer and English. My teacher in Filipino told me that I still have a chance to be excempted in the exams; I just hope for the best. Then, Computer class, I have high scores in quizzes and LTs. Hopefully Ms. Bambao will give me an A. Then in English, I'm already getting back my grades because I got a perfect score in the Major Composition and in the exercises and HW, I'm improving also. Only 1 more component, Informative Speech. I'll put all into it! So, if everything goes out well and I'll do well in the exam, I miht have a chance at an honor award again. Hehehehe. Bye!!!

new someone

if your wondering if i found a new someone, your making a big mistake.. i have this friend before. she was a great friend. we actually had a lot in common and we got along together. so we had something going on back then. we became good friends. but after a few months, we fought a lot which ended up separating with each other. we never spoke to each other and never even texted each other. but just recently, i managed to talk to her again and she was pretty ok with how thinks work out just recently. i told her about my life after the fight and i told her about my "friend". she was really ok with it and i even showed her a picture of us together and she said that she was pretty and looks sweet. then she told me about her new boyfriend. i actually congratulated her and in a way felt happy for her. but there is still this feeling i have that made me want to punch that guy in the face. my friend before was really nice and appreciative and she is really like my soulmate. when i knew that she had a boyfriend, i felt, in a way, jealous because of the things that we have been though and i never really imagined that i would still have feelings for her. i know i love her so much but that was a year ago. when i saw the picture of them together, i felt some hatred but i just told her that whatever she needs, i will be there to support her in any way. after a year of not talking to each other, we managed to be back to friends. i hope that some of my other ex-friends who are not talking to me anymore will settle our differences and work things out. i really wanted to be friends with everybody but you really cant do that without going through tough obstacles and the relationships of some of my friends that i go through just isint strong enough. i really hope that the person that im talking about will also be my friend after some time....

Teacher Factor

The teacher factor is really strong and you must really have to "get close" to a teacher to get a high grade. Well, I've been in those situations just recently. I realized that there is favoritisms in the class and I really hate it. We'll first of all, the AP presentations were, for most of 2K, unjust in a sort of way because of the grading of the judges. I really didn't see the star quality of the group that was chosen. I really don't get how they grade it. I saw my classmates being shocked that the group was chosen to represent the class. No offense but there is not a note that was on cue, there was nothing good about it. Well, maybe the flute effect worked that time but its still unfair. The other group deserved more to be the representative but I don't know if the group that the judges choice would really have a chance. Now that the competition is getting closer everyday. Hmm.. I wonder. We would have a better grade if I "got close" to the teacher just like what they did. Hmmmm... I wonder....

The second time, it was the religion project. There was a PowerPoint presentation about the Hope for the Flowers. I was really mad to see that a group got a higher grade. The flute thing didn't work. Our teachers comments about their presentation were negative. There was no relation to the Resurrection, there was not a good content. For simpler terms, the PowerPoint was a bust. Then, it was our turn. We had some good comments, and some bad ones as well. There was a good content. The slides had meanings. There was the story of Resurrection. It was a good story. But, when we heard the scores of the presentations, they got a higher score than what we got. The other group who did a lot better than what we had, also got a lower score. I was really outraged when I heard that their presentation had a higher score. I think that there is some kind of favoritism happening in the school and I really don't want to fight about it. There are actually a lot of times that the class experienced favoritism with that same group. I am outraged and hopefully it will end just there. But that experiences really pissed me off and I was not happy with their decisions. Hmm... What if I told the teacher about this? It will definitely make or beak my grades and I don't want to undergo this gamble.

Stickwityou

Nobody gonna love me better, i must stick with you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, i must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me, i must stick with you my baby
Nobody gonna make me feel this way, i must stick with you

I really loved that song. It speaks to me in a way. Especially when she sings it through the telephone or when we meet up, i just feel so much lighter than air. Its probably because we can relate this song. There's no one else but you. I always think about you. Though i don't spend as much time with you, I hope you still know that I really love you more. I hope that you will keep my promise to you and that we will still be as happy as we were since we met. I love you.. :D

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Hey guys. So how has it been these past few days? Sorry if I was not able to blog. I had a lot of things to do especially the projects. Today, I'm having the movie marathon. I watched Dukes of Hazzard, then I'm currently watching Batman Begins, then Fat Albert and finally Drive me Crazy. I actually didn't choose to watch these movies. My friend just suggested that I watch these movies. You see, almost every weekend, I have a movie marathon. I ask people what are good movies to watch. I think later, I'll be going to Podium to watch a movie. I think I'll be going to any movie house just to watch Cheaper By the Dozen 2. I currently had a lot of things to do, that's why I was not able to watch it. But now, I'll try to relax while going to the mall. Hehehehehehehehehe. So, that's it. I just started to make a new layout of my blog so it will take a long time before I can finish it. Exams are coming up in 3 weeks so I have to prepare for it. Since the Science and Math exams are about the lessons on the whole year. So I really have to bust my butt out to pass. Hehehehehe. That's it! Got to go! Bye!! :D