Bitterness in every Accomplishment

whenever you recieve something that will prove that you accomplished a goal, there's still a minor detail that will get in the way of making you a very happy person. you are already happy that you accomplished a goal, but still, theres something that will put you down. every minor detail that i saw truly was a bummer. like a while ago, we had the distribution of report cards... i was lucky enough to get a 3rd honor but i still feel bitter. instead of rejoicing for getting high marks, i still feel bummed out about something. first, i got a B+ in media. im not being too proud but i know i shouldve gotten a higher grade. i got a perfect score in my long tests, exam, i got an A in my project, whats more to show? when i asked my teacher why this happened, he told me that there were group works that were graded. but im still questioning his decision to give me a B+. how can i get a B+ while my group mates like banjo, glen, renz all got an A in media. so i was really sad. i couldve gotten higher in the class rankings. second, my english teacher gave me a B in conduct which took away my chances of having another Kostka award. i was ssooo frustrated with her reason why she gave me a B. she told me that she gave me a B because i was sad and frowning for the past few days. well... hello? its not my fault that im not always happy. i have bad days too. and to be given a B in conduct really was unfair. how come out of all my teachers who gave me an A in conduct, only she gave me a B? if im sad, then why did the other teachers still give me an A in conduct. i really worked hard not being caught by the APSA office and i tried my best to behave. im soooooooooo sad that i didnt get a kostka award. it seems to me that having a 3rd honor really didnt care that much. i got affected in having bad grades instead of being contented that i reached the honors list. im not at all satisfied with the way some teachers grade my performance, but there are still who really cheered me up with their understanding unlike some others who really didnt want me to be happy. thanks to ms lim, ms agduma, ms gajo, mr carvajal for being very considerate and giving me a chance to pull my grades up and give me the 3rd honor award. im very thankful that they were understanding enough to give me the grade that i truly deserve... unlike some others..............