True Love

Love is a risk that you must face. Sometimes it pays off, sometimes not. Wanting the feeling of telling the person that you love her, heightens the fact that you have true feelings of her. Cause true feelings are stronger words than just a crush or you just like her. True love cannot be measured. For when you have true feelings for a person, you will have endless reasons why you like her. You dont care about the outer things like her looks, rishes or friends. All you think about is the inside; the smarts, niceness, kindness, thoughtfullness, and all in between. I have once experienced true love. The feeling of being told that a person loves you is just incredible. You feel that someone actually appreciates you being in the world. I have also taken that risk a few years back. When you tell somone that you have a crush on that person there are two possible things that can happen. One, you and that person will begin a different relationship, even greater than what you had before. Or the other side, that person will loose interest and you will never be able to speak two words in front of each other. My risk didnt pay off. My heart was crushed and my soul was broken once that person started moving away from me. I wanted to say sorry; I just dont have the guts of telling that person. All I could do is look in the eyes of that person trying to tell that it was riddiculus telling my feelings. I wanted for us to be friends again but I guess that person had other plans. Is this a feeling of rejection? Now Im 15 and a grown up sophomore, I have found new love and a love that I can’t replace. For I have been down for a while, but now I’m back to where I belong; a person with a feeling of fullness in his life.