Rumors

Rumors are a hard thing to erase. When a person starts a rumor, it will easily spreads through many people without any clue if the rumor is right or wrong. People who start rumors basically wanted to start a riot or a fight between the persons involved. What good comes out of these rumors once it starts? Will that person who started the rumor become famous or will he get more attention to the people? If thats the case, then people who start rumors really are KSP or kulang sa pansin. They wanted the attention to be on them while the persons affected will have a negative impression between the other one. When someone is said to have a crush on someone, then there will be a big effect on the two persons involved. They will never speak to each other for as long as they live or they will find it hard to approach the other one. It really hurts when you are involved in something like this because it is really hard to tell the one you are linked to that the rumor is not true. I really find it difficult because that person already has an impression that I have a crush on that person which is totally not true. When you come up to the person and ask for something, someone is there to make a comment about being close to each other. Every little thing that someone does will become a big issue once a person tells someone. I really hate it that I am a victim of these kinds of rumors. Please! If ever I like someone, Ill let you know. If you want rumors, make one about yourself. Then the entire spotlight will be on you. You want to be famous, well then, have the guts to tell something about yourself. Once a rumor spreads, there will be no more room to change it. It will still be there forever just waiting to haunt you. Ive had experiences in the past dealing with rumors with me liking a person who is just a friend. Until now, my friends still cant get over it. The effect? That person never spoke to me in person ever again because that person feels that people will make a big deal about it. I know a song from Lindsay Lohan dealing with rumors and it goes like this:

Why cant you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
Im only having funIm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

Im tired of rumors starting
Im sick of being followed
Im tired of people lyingSaying what they want about me
Why cant they back up off me
Why cant they let me live
Im gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Choir Practice

its the second choir practice that i ever attended with the hail mary the queen children's choir.. and both practices were both cool... i got to watch the choir perform very well.. while us, the boys choir, did nothing... whahaha.. we will be P.A.s in their concert on friday.. if you guys would like to watch, its at the christ the king church on december 2 at 7:30pm... we will be there... we have a special participation.. you'll never expect where i will be.. whahaah... um.. back to the children's choir.. i heard them sing a few months back.. they were really breath taking.. my favorite part in the concert in phil am life was when they sang the les miserables medley.. i loved it... when we went back stage we were ecstatic to see them in person.. hehehe... that day on i really wished that i can join them.. well.. i dont have the high voice to make it there so i lost hope.. but after the 1st term exams, mrs. visconde roldan went up to me and asked me to join her choir... i actually said no cause im soo busy.. but in the middle of the second term, i came up to her again and i told her that i wanted to join.. so just last week, i started to join the choir and i saw them sing and they were just amazing.. i just cant wait for monday's practice to see them perform again... and on friday the concert.. hehehe k. i got to go... bye!!!

Impressions hurt

hmph... well.. what can i say... this statement says it all. hmph.. everybody knows that i ended up at top 2 in our class, right? well now this top2 has an impression that you have a high grade and that you are always right. well, i got to prove this wrong. not everybody in the top list means that they dont make mistakes. well, sorry to bust your bubble but we are humans too... we make mistakes... actually, even the smartest person in the world makes mistakes... did you know that albert einstein failed his first college exam? see... everybody makes mistakes..even though your the top of the class dosent mean that they will be the top again the next time... its just a free for all spot wherein someone can and will take over your spot with just a snap. you will never know... a person who really has a hard time with his grades might be the top of the class the next term.. its like waiting to rain cats and dogs... literally...well.. i'm being tooooooo figurative today.. cause im preparing myself for the english exam on fri.. i hate english.. grr... whahahah... got to go... i have to study for the math and fil exam tomorrow... bye!!!

True Love

Love is a risk that you must face. Sometimes it pays off, sometimes not. Wanting the feeling of telling the person that you love her, heightens the fact that you have true feelings of her. Cause true feelings are stronger words than just a crush or you just like her. True love cannot be measured. For when you have true feelings for a person, you will have endless reasons why you like her. You dont care about the outer things like her looks, rishes or friends. All you think about is the inside; the smarts, niceness, kindness, thoughtfullness, and all in between. I have once experienced true love. The feeling of being told that a person loves you is just incredible. You feel that someone actually appreciates you being in the world. I have also taken that risk a few years back. When you tell somone that you have a crush on that person there are two possible things that can happen. One, you and that person will begin a different relationship, even greater than what you had before. Or the other side, that person will loose interest and you will never be able to speak two words in front of each other. My risk didnt pay off. My heart was crushed and my soul was broken once that person started moving away from me. I wanted to say sorry; I just dont have the guts of telling that person. All I could do is look in the eyes of that person trying to tell that it was riddiculus telling my feelings. I wanted for us to be friends again but I guess that person had other plans. Is this a feeling of rejection? Now Im 15 and a grown up sophomore, I have found new love and a love that I can’t replace. For I have been down for a while, but now I’m back to where I belong; a person with a feeling of fullness in his life.

new layout_

hey guys.. do you like my new layout? kool noh? i'm actually thinking of making a new one by the end of the exams... the exams will start on wed next week so i really have to study.. waaaahhhh... tomorrow will be very hectic for me.. i have 2 long tests tom.. filipino and religion.. then... on friday, 2 more long tests... science and math... woooh.. its like the exams already.. you have to memorize a lot... its already 10pm but i still haven't started reviewing for the religion long test.. waaahhh!!!! but the filipino long test will probably be all about the story Segunda manong kapalaran.. which i don't understand why that's the title.. well.. i got to go... i still need to study.. owkie... bye!!! its sooo hard to blog nowadays.. blogger takes a long time to load the create blog page... then... i have a very hectic sched... before i am online every day.. but now, i just use the net 2 or 3 times a week.. wooohhhh... i miss blogging.. ehheheeh.. got to go... i still need to study.. hope you guys like the site... ill make a new one soon... just keep on reading my entries and i'll share a lot of things with you guys... owkie.. see yah!!! bye!!!!

project

hey guyz... long time no usap.. well.. i'm here in blue skies... i'm with my friends... well we were just supposed to do a project but we finished early so we went here to play DOTA.. hwahahahh... arrg... theyre playing but im not... cause i accidentally closed the computer... now i'm left along for one more hour doing nothing... so i decided to blog instead.. whahahah... so what has happened?? hmm... i woke up at 7am because my classmate told me that he arrived early.. then i arrived at mcdo at 8am... banjo and lord and aaron were there na... and we were waiting for glen and francis... by 830, we went to starbucks to take pictures for the project... banjo and i were the most vain among all and we were able to take a lot of pictures... we were able to finish early so we decided to go to blue skies and play... so we went there then francis and joseph showed up.. well... joseph wasn't really invited but he wanted to join us... so there... and theyre playing DOTA while i was left out cause i accidentally closed my computer.. whahahahah... dumb dumb... eniweis... after this... we were planning to go to gateway to eat, have fun and shop... woooooohhhh.... i'll be home by 4pm... so if you wanna im me... probably 4 na lang... owkie.. bye!!! got to go...