i'm sorry_

well... this happened a long time na... i just want to say sorry to my friend.... sorry... if i was too ignorant or too demanding.. i dont know what was going on through my mind while i was talking to you... i'm sorry... i was stressed, i was tired because i just came home from the hospital... among all the people i would expect to greet me a get well soon message in my phone, i expected you to text me, but i was wrong. i dunno, a lot of people greeted me... but there was no message from you.... when you were sick, i greeted you pa naman... but now i'm the person who needs company, you weren't there... i miss you... the last time i got to talk on the phone or in person was such a long time ago... i wanted to text you but i am scared that you will not reply... a lot of things has been going on and my studies got affected by it. i failed the 1st ap long test... i barely passed the make up test in math... you know... everything ever since i came back from the hospital became worse and worse... now i have to face 6 long tests this week and i'm pressured by it... i don't want to give up everything that we worked hard for to keep our communications alive... we tried very hard to keep in contact... i dont know if you dont see it yet... i wish that i can be able to see you once more... this has probably been one emotional day... after watching a walk to remember 3 straight times... i was thinking of only one person... and i wanted that person to know how much i care for that person... i hope that i get to accept the fact that we will never get together again... but its too hard... you know... i miss to see your smile... i have changed this past few days... i dont know if my friends and my classmates noticed it... but ever since i came home from the hospital... i am different.. and its up to you to figure that out.... i hope to see you again... and i hope that your life is better than what i have today.... good luck in facing your own problems and misery... i'll just be one phone call away... ready to listen...

"what is a friend? it's a single soul dwelling in two bodies"