inspired_

this week has been sooooo exciting!!! 1st.... i was able to finish the cd jacket of NINA for media... wow... before, the cd jacket had ethel booba and sandara??!!! trust me... ask my classmates... but the deadline was changed so i was given another chance to change my design... it turned out very very good... my classmates and friends liked the new one.. whahhahahah... then.... i was able to get a perfect score in the math long test 2!!! wooooohhhh..... im the only one who got a perfect score in 2K... whahahhahah... it was really an energy booster.. wahhahaah... then... tuesday... we really had a busy day... the ap long test was given.. whhahahaha.... i really studied very hard for that... sana naman makabawi ako!! i really was urging to do my best... and all that hard work paid off... wooohhhhhh.... it was kinda easy.. but there was really only one part where i had a hard time... i really hate cause and effects!!!! grr... eniweis... wednesday... what happened??? umm... i really forgot ehhh.. .... whahahaahahaahah... i'm soooo old na... whahhahaahh.... then thursday... we had our field trip.. it was actually part II because the first time we had a field trip was cancelled.. whahhah... so... i had fun!!!!! it was raining the whole time.. which caused it very slippery... i was able to keep my grip and i was not able to fall.. wooooohhhh... while the others were like sliding down a lot of times, i was just holding the rope... whahahahahah... it was fun... but at the same time... very tiring...friday came... so we had the radio play in filipino... so i was really really scared... the script was nice but the presentation brought the whole thing down... sir said that the script was nice... the execution was just terrible... so.. that's what we have to work on.... my hands are really full already.. waaaahhhhh.... and then we had the math quiz... all those who came to school were given +1 in the quiz component.. whahahahaah... so what happened was that maam said that i had an error in the quiz.. but because of the +1, i got a perfect score!!! yipee!!!!! then... we went to greenhills with my cousin.. bought a lot of cds.. and he bought a lot of shirts.... then we saw one of my bball idols sa admu.. c macky escalona... he was with his girlfriend.. whahhahaha... oo nga pala... i saw the commercial that paolo bugia made in media when he was in the hs pa.. sobrang corny... whahahhaha... it was a good day... whahahahaha....

this week... i confess to you guyz... this whole week was sooo inspiring... during the long test in ap.. i had one person in mind,, i won't tell you who that person is... then... i kept on writing that person's name on my pad... everytime i feel bored.. i just thought of that person.. and i felt okay.. wooohhh... i feel so sleepy nah... got to go.... bye!!!!! i'll blog again some other time... owkie!!! bye!!!!!

it's all in the boots_

grabe.. my shoes are soooo lucky.. this is the first time i wore a brown shoe to school... and it brought me good luck... first... my long test in science... a lot of people in the class failed... but i was luck enough to get 46/55... wow... i didn't study... whahaha... it was a great improvement as compared to my terrible 1st long test.... eniweis... second, my cd jacket was a success.... the cd jacket that i made for media greatly improved and a lot of my friends liked it... inggit nga yung iba ehh... pero i made it work... with the fact that i don't have a printer, i was able to pull it off.. heeheheheh... then... 3rd.. i learned that the religion project is due on wednesday... whahahaha.... fourth... the filipino concept we had was said to be my teacher's favorite... he said that he had high hopes for it... the people were very happy when they heard it... and we were given the time to practice tomorrow in the classroom... i hope everything turns out fine.... fifth... english test.. wow... i didn't study and all and i was able to get 11/12... whahahahaha... i was sssssooooo happy..... a lot of people wanted to stay beside me because they wanted to copy from my paper.. whhahaahahah.... sixth.... one of the happiest moment of my life... i was able to get a perfect score in the long test in matH!!!! wooooohhhhh.... all the time i got -.5, -1, -2 etc... but now... PERFECT!!!! i was the only one in 2K to get a perfect score.. whahhahaah... well.. i got to go.. i have to study for the AP long test.. bye!!!!!

"you just have to believe"

worst long test ever_

grabe... yesterday i think, i told you guys that i had the worst long test in the world... that science make up long test was so hard!!! i told you guys that i expected a 25... but it was a little higher... mga 1 point lang dumagdag... hehehehe.... i got a 26... i'm the highest compared to those who took the make up test,, well.. johari got 26 too... frank got 25... joseph got 21... this long test is over 54... for your information.. so it was really a long test that will pull my grades down... i asked for a reconsideration from ms. gajo... but she hasn't replied... this long test will affect a big portion of my grade... especially now that i'm aiming for honors this term because if i am in the honors list, my parents will allow me to try out for the varsity team... i really wanted to go to the team... its just my grades that's hurting my ambition.... that was really a spirit crusher... though i didn't show it, really... inside... i'm crying cause i got only 50%... even less.... i was really sad... sana naman... naka lagpas 30 points man lang ako... my hard work for 5 perfect quizzes in science.... it all vanished because of the long test.. i won't say that babawi na lang ako sa susunod cause it's like now that this has happened... i'm more pressured than ever to do a good job in science... even though i worked my butt of the whole year.... it's still not close... i hope that my confidence comes back because it's really disheartening to get a really low long test...kung sa math long test 3 nga eh. bagsak ako by 1 point, naiyak na ko sa harap ni ms. lim... what more if i get a 50%....my chances for getting an honor is slimming down... i just wish that everything will turn out fine by the end of the term....

"i wish that everything between you and me will never be forgotten"

class night_

so yesterday, i had my class night.. i wasn't that excited cause before that, i'm supposed to be getting my make up long test in science... after the hard make up long test in math, i was expecting a super hard test in science... so we had the lt in science with johari, joseph and frank... it was sssssssooooo hard!!!!!! oh my god!!!! i feel like i got 25/50 only!!! the essay was sssoooo hard... its was sssssooooo hard... super!!! this was like the exam for college students... it was totally hard... all of the things there were not in the book... i was like... "ha?!!! ano to?!! wtf!!!" grabe talaga... i was sooo bad trip after the long test... but at least... we have a whole class night to look forward to...

so after the long test, me, johari, joseph, and frank went to yellow cab to meet with other classmates to play DOTA in worldnet.... so... we went there and we saw banjo, lord, paulo, aaron, and other in yellow cab... we ate and then we left to play in worldnet.... when we went in, it was like full of people!!! there was an aircon but it was still so hot because of the people there... almost half of the people there were from 2K... most people from 2K were DOTA addicts... hahahhah.... if i were to enumerate all the DOTA players in class, it would be very long... heheheeh... it actually took a long time for us to get our seats so we just went to another computer shop... there's this shop near 7 eleven... the computers there were unique cause the computers were in korean!!! whahahaah... so it was hard for me to get the hang of it but eventually, i was able to learn to use the computer.. heheheeh... so there were only 2 computers that can be used to play DOTA... so banjo and i played onee on one but banjo won.... i wasn't able to level up... that's why i didn't win.. hehehehe... while the other 4 played counter strike... banjo and i played conter too... but i was like out of practice... the last time i played was like 4 years ago... pretty long noh?? hehehehehe... after that, i went back to the HS with frank... we rode in different tricycles cause frank is tooooooo heavy... heheheheeh...

so when i went to the hs, i still saw alfred waiting for his dad... so we played volleyball in the covered courts... we played beside the varsity so it was very nakakahiya ... well... i went back to the classroom before the mass started and we went back... hehehehehe... we had the mass... then we started eating.... ms. agduma actually came to the eating part of the classnight and the start of the guidance session thing... it was fun... we had the cop and the robber game and the thing where you were supposed to write something good at the back of a classmate.... by the end of the session, ms. fronteras came.. hehehehhehe... after that,,, we had the sports part of the classnight...

so we went to the covered courts, banjo and i played volleyball by ourselves but ms. fronteras came...the 3 of us played... then ms. fronteras got tired... so banjo and i trained for the finals for the intrams... we practiced all our plays... some didn't turn out as explosive, but we were still able to pull some off,. then i played basketball... the game wasn't the best game i had... but i showed my classmates that i was good enough to play... i blocked frank... he was like 6"2.5 and i blocked him!!! woooooohhh!!! but i really am not proud of it.... cause i got 0 points!!!! waaahhh.... all my shots were nearly there but it was tooo short cause i was tired playing volleyball... so after that,,, we went up and sang in the videoke.... it was banjo and i vs aldo and eric.... we were first, we got a 93... then eric's duo performed... got 94... then we were next.... 95... but then, aldo and eric scored 96.... banjo and i got 97... then they got 98... it seemed impossible to get a 99 right? well, your wrong... we got a 99.... and they were not able to get any score higher than 98.. until aldo and eric conceded.... ms. lim and ms. fronteras also sang...

after that... banjo and i went back and the class had this open up thing... so... we ended at 3am... and some played basketball, some slept, but we went to the bench in 2G... lord, joseph, banjo, alden, some others and i went there to share more stuff.... backstabbing... issues in the class and more... then... francis, james, emman joined us after doing their thing.... and we talked more.... after that, almost half of the class were there and even ms. lim joined in so we changed the topic.... hheheheheheheh... there were a lot of sensitive issues raised when we were there alone... but we swore not to tell the others.... we ended at 5am and the sun was up... so we packed our bags and went we officially ended the class night... i went to the admin to wait for my parents to pick me up... but when i called them, they were asleep... so i was like what was i going to do until they came???? then i thought about sleeping.... this was the first classnight that i didn't sleep from start to end... cause the other classnights, i slept for 30 mins or 1 hour.... so... that has been a tiring but nice classnight.... we actually bonded a lot... but only our group was the one who bonded the most cause we actually got along with each other... hehehehehe... that has been the class night.... thanks for listening guys!!! got to go!!!!!

new layout_

wow... i'm so tired... this is a new layout... my chemical romance... they are such a great band!!! i love their songs especially helena!!!! soooooooo cooooolll!!! they're so gothic and stuff... and that was so cool!!! i also like their video... i love it!!! hope you guys like the webbie... don't forget to sign in my guestbook in the band link... thanks guys... though my links need some adjusting and stuff, its ready for the public... heheheheheh.... tell me what you think about the website... thanks guys!!! i have to go!!! i still have two long tests tomorrow... hehehehe.... bye!!!!

"so long and goodnight."

i'm sorry_

well... this happened a long time na... i just want to say sorry to my friend.... sorry... if i was too ignorant or too demanding.. i dont know what was going on through my mind while i was talking to you... i'm sorry... i was stressed, i was tired because i just came home from the hospital... among all the people i would expect to greet me a get well soon message in my phone, i expected you to text me, but i was wrong. i dunno, a lot of people greeted me... but there was no message from you.... when you were sick, i greeted you pa naman... but now i'm the person who needs company, you weren't there... i miss you... the last time i got to talk on the phone or in person was such a long time ago... i wanted to text you but i am scared that you will not reply... a lot of things has been going on and my studies got affected by it. i failed the 1st ap long test... i barely passed the make up test in math... you know... everything ever since i came back from the hospital became worse and worse... now i have to face 6 long tests this week and i'm pressured by it... i don't want to give up everything that we worked hard for to keep our communications alive... we tried very hard to keep in contact... i dont know if you dont see it yet... i wish that i can be able to see you once more... this has probably been one emotional day... after watching a walk to remember 3 straight times... i was thinking of only one person... and i wanted that person to know how much i care for that person... i hope that i get to accept the fact that we will never get together again... but its too hard... you know... i miss to see your smile... i have changed this past few days... i dont know if my friends and my classmates noticed it... but ever since i came home from the hospital... i am different.. and its up to you to figure that out.... i hope to see you again... and i hope that your life is better than what i have today.... good luck in facing your own problems and misery... i'll just be one phone call away... ready to listen...

"what is a friend? it's a single soul dwelling in two bodies"